物來則應，過去不留: October, 2008

To lose anythin is always most annoying, and almost all the case gives rise 2 a feeling both of intense irritation & of dire desolation,

which more often than not culminates in a further loss---loss of temper,lose of affection,loss of sense...

It is sad enough 2 lose concrete objects,but it is far,far worse 2b bereft of abstract joys.

especially,...loss of...maybe hope

The sorrow of "losing thin's " is nothin' 2 the wonder4 joy of repossessing.

And yes,there is one loss which in itself is a glorious gladness,and that is 2 lose our heart to the right man or woman

just kidding...I 've no idea about this,

just like...a jabbering madman may bring about in the soul of someone a tender& simple idyll.

buddhism's my faith,but I betraying...

I saw a small child in super market today,and I asked I myself

"And am I RIGHT?"

确实被气得快说不出话了，但是我还是忍住保持grace enough,这个假期将注定记忆深刻．

可能是我的不够成熟让我还很享受这样大的情绪起伏，现在好想找人痛打一顿，但同时现在我又像被人痛打了一顿一样清醒，我知道这本身存在挤兑效应，是个二律背反．

所以我想在尽量清醒的时候，告诉自己这是一个good beginning.

判断错误不是最糟糕的，最糟糕的是你要去否定你的信仰．

你说中国人均$3000的GDP,还成天跑去主打研究关系网的规模经济，真丢人！

穷人一夜富起来叫暴发户，有点学问的穷人富了更不靠谱，那叫装神弄鬼！